Do you know how horses commit suicide? They hit their heads on things until they die of trauma. That’s how I feel today. I had another dentist appointment and they pulled one of my teeth out. The first few hours were hell. I wanted to smash my face on everything until I died because of the pain. Master kept telling me how well I was doing and held my hand when they were taking my tooth out. He then bought me a drink from Costa coffee and an energy drink when I started to feel well enough.
He has agreed that, as long as I show him respect and know who is in charge, I may rest tomorrow. Because, I had a tough day today filled with intense agony. But, I am in safe hands, and I know that Master is only making me go to these dentist appointments as my avoidance of dentists over the past few years is beginning to affect my health. only a few more appointments to go and then no more tooth infections hopefully!
I will write more when we are having more eventful days again. Although I am sure that I will have lots of nice things that Master will do for me to write about tomorrow!
Good night.
-x-
‘My Master is my lover. My Master is my best friend. My Master is my owner.
I will love my Master. I will care for my Master. I will obey my Master.
To serve, to please, and to continue to learn.’